Am I Making Any Money With My Blog?

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Everyone and her dog asks. It is a burning question for most artists, because so many of us struggle with our worth and so few of us are paid for it. If we believe in the impact of art on our soul, this has to change.

What am I worth?

My response has always been a twitchy, not yet. Not until I spent serious time inhaling the internet, learned how to tell its stories, and saw if anyone would read them, respond well and be sure to come back. When I started blogging, reaching 10K subscribers was a psychedelic dream.

After years of writing and making feature-length, emo-action, indie films that depended on gobs of money, a small army of people and took forever to produce, I am now blissfully hooked on the virtual world. With a growing audience from every corner of the globe, and technology at my fingertips, I feel re-born, telling my…

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Am I Making Any Money With My Blog?

I Love You

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I threw a football at a guy I had just met, at a freestyle picnic in a sun-swept field. I was savage, that ball freaking soared, and he ran after it backwards, laughing, shouting, arms burst open – joyous, fearless, free – he jumped! Caught the ball, my imagination, my heart, soul, body, me.

We got it!

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My first love was lesbian. She had the sweetest, softest skin and shining eyes that beamed into mine, shimmering peace. She let me hug her, squeeze her, kiss kiss kiss and brought me to my knees. She was a great listener. I begged her to marry me even though I was a kid. It was true love, it was deep.

I will always love you. I will always love you.

Raisin got her Phd in Mathematics at Princeton when I turned 9. She danced for joy in the street, had her kidneys crushed by a car and…

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I Love You

The Waiting

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I’ve finally been able to settle down. Take time out, look around. Read some of my favorite blogs, enjoy my favorite music.

In the last months, the construction work and chaos was a bit distressful given my need for structure. Now that it all came to an end, I slowly start feeling that everything is getting under control. Just in time for Spring!

Looking forward to start writing my blog once again!

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The Waiting